The Morning Star

by whitelightwings @ deviantART

Wow. I had an interesting last several hours.

Even though it was kind of late, I wanted to sit down and enjoy a medi in the dark before I went to sleep. So I sat there for a few minutes, just enjoying the darkness and the void, the expansion of self. But then I became curious - I became tempted to ask Lucifer to join me to see what I could pick up. 

When I did, though, I got the urge to lie down with some tunes and spend time with him like I used to do with Shiva, Leo, Pierre & El'azar. I panned through my usual stuff but I couldn't find one that was suited for Lucifer. In the midst of my search, though, I stumbled upon Steve Roach's "Dreaming and Sleep," and it seemed so perfect for him. 

We sat first in the garden I keep back at "Home." And I have to say... wow. People have some seriously, seriously skewed visions of Lucifer. It's been a long time since I've felt such a gentle and loving entity. He's like a mix of Shiva and Adonai (they all carry similar vibrations). He had these deep but incredibly pale azure eyes, these gorgeous wings composed of light... He touched my hands and face, but then took me up into the sky, above the clouds at dawn, where everything was pale. The sun was out but its light wasn't as intense. It was breathtaking.

He said, "This is what I want for all of you. I want you to experience this. I want you to lie back in the grass and just be." 

We then conversed about a few things, and he gave me some new perspectives that I will elaborate on at VotS. To mention a few, he explained that the majority of gods/goddesses, spirits, angels, and other forms of deities are universal forces - personified pieces of our ultimate creative energy that is part of universal stability. He also mentioned that the forces/angels we know as "demons" are the forces that are responsible for delivering change, and that because the religious population feared change (change that would redetermine how society worked), these forces were referred to as "demons" - based on the Greek term "daemon" which denoted a spirit or divine power. 

I then asked him to visit in my dreams if he felt inclined. I fell asleep at 1 AM and tossed and turned all night, only to wake up at 8 and remember a Supernatural-related dream. And guess what? It was based on the last episode of season 5, when Sam - who allowed Lucifer to take him as his vessel - jumps into Lucifer's cage with Adam. The scene shifted to a different moment where the brothers are with Bobby; apparently Bobby had done something risky or stupid, because Sam said, "You would never --"

But a loud noise woke me up right then. Lol.

So yeah. A lovely late night with the Morning Star. I can only imagine what my mother would think. Hahaha. 

On an unrelated note, I'm a bit impressed by Frankenstorm Sandy. I mean Jesus - have you seen the size of that hurricane? How fitting for a freaking "megastorm" to pop up so close to the end of 2012. And what's even more amusing is that its path includes D.C.... a week away from election day. That's very poetic, Sandy. But somehow, I'm not surprised. It's like Gaia is screaming at us: "Your problem is HERE!"

I'm excited, you guys. And I need that excitement, because I have to spend another day working on about... 16 (?) more storyboards that are due Wednesday. Oh yeah. 

Finny