Pilgrim of Passion

"Pilgrim of Passion" - by Rassouli

I've been in such high spirits since Friday/Saturday. Holding that livestream session really rekindled my love for spirit/psychic art. The energy of the session was wonderful. I feel so blessed to have so many lovely people interested in my work.

See - this is the energy I want to work with. I know I wouldn't receive this type of energy from people if I chose the corporate art route. I have a good group of astute interpreters who help translate what I'm feeling into words... and the amount of love and compassion that comes from these sessions is always so healing and energizing. If I could experience this daily, I'd be a very happy soul. I'd be living in bliss. 

To add on to my happiness, well. Coincidentally enough, the morning I held the stream, my dad comes into my room like he always does before leaving for work and asks the first big question: do I honestly want to stay in school, and do I still want to do what I said I wanted to do back in October? I told him the truth. I said I'd prefer to drop out entirely, but would settle for a "pause" for now. He told me there's nothing wrong with that and even referred to a personal situation (which I wasn't aware of), where he wasn't feeling a specific college back in the day and dropped out only to resume a decade or so later. Hearing that from him helped to settle the fear in my gut.

However, he did say that he was interested in helping me figure out a "realistic" living plan for when I'm not in school. We kind of left off there, so I'm hoping after some discussion, and finally revealing to him what it is that I do, he'll see eye-to-eye (or close enough) and support me on my desired path.

So the first big step has been taken: I declared that I need a break from school. I think the next step involves research on how my school handles "breaks", as well as working out details of a living plan that doesn't involve me attending school. I'm kind of curious to see how this works out...

In other happy news, the leaves and warm temperatures have officially arrived. I very much missed seeing that beautiful earthy green out my bedroom window. It's still kind of snowing pollen, but I don't have problems with allergies like my parents do, so it doesn't bother me. 

I've been addicted to the series Psych, which I stumbled upon via tumblr by accident. It turned out to be a very amusing show, even if it is a bit exaggerated and over-the-top at times with the whole "psychic" stereotype. It's a great cast of charismatic characters, though. I have to admit it made me wonder if a possible door down the psychic art path involves police work... hm.

I just wanted to jot down a few big things that happened over the weekend. Today I have a paper to start; otherwise I just have more episodes of Psych to watch. Oh yeah.