Blossoms

Next week marks the halfway point. Five more weeks and spring quarter will be over. In other words, ten more days of school.

It's an exhilarating feeling, that's for sure. I feel like time is speeding up - and I'm not complaining. I have yet to talk to my dad about this whole situation in-depth. I imagine this will be soon... whenever he's not weighed down with other tasks.

I asked Pierre to guide me to a card that appropriately describes the present moment. He had me pick The Chariot, which I feel is quite accurate, considering all the energies in movement right now. I mean, seriously. There's a lot in motion, and I can feel the force behind that energy... it's something I haven't sensed in a long time.

Speaking of Pierre - I sat down with Jen last night before bed. We talked about the usual subjects, until I mentioned my feelings toward my boys... how I wish I could hear them, how I could be aware of their presence, etc. So Jen offered to channel for me, to see if she could pick up on anything. A quick jot-list of what popped up:

• 3 presences showed themselves to her
• The strongest of these presences was Pierre
• Another she felt was Spike, but the third didn't identify it/himself
• Pierre was the one who nudged me back into drawing
• The boys take turns helping me with readings 
• Y has been "around" as well, encouraging me on my path
• I'm part of the Adonai family as expected

I find it interesting that only three boys showed up. I really want to know who the third one is... and why the fourth deliberately chose to hide itself. I think it's probably Leon she picked up on; El'azar is more private and his "appearance" differs from that of my other boys. 

I didn't get much that was "concrete" from this encounter, but it was suggested by someone (Pierre?) that Jen and I have a session where I draw and she channels for me. Might get a stronger connection that way... so that'll be sometime today. We haven't decided yet. I'm really curious to see what pops up. I don't get much information about my boys from other people. 

In other related news, I've been receiving more ideas about the path on which I'm moving toward. Book ideas, offers and discounts, different types of readings... I'm very enthusiastic about it all. I'd like to get back into channeling, but part of me wonders if I should focus on a book or keep up with the VoA blog. No one's really been reading the blog. Maybe because I haven't updated it in forever. But now that things are starting to solidify and settle perspective-wise, I feel like a book may be a good idea.

I'm feeling good about things. I do admit I'm still in the process of dissolving doubts... however, I'll get there. I'm having much more success on my ideal path.