Sensation of Crimson

"Sensation of Crimson" - by Rassouli

Jesus Christ. Another restless night. And what's worse is that I went to bed with a headache hoping that sleeping would help, but it's still there. Very slight, but still there.

What's very strange is that my sleep pattern was almost exactly the same as it was yesterday. I didn't fall asleep until sometime after midnight (after tossing and turning for a while), and I proceeded to wake again at 4, 6, 7, and ultimately, 8:40. I find that kind of... odd.

I did recall a portion of my dream, though. I had traveled either out of state or just a long way from home for some kind of art convention or meeting, and I had written down directions there, but forgot to write them for coming home. I had gotten out of the building after the meeting and spent a long time trying to find my car. It had become dark by the time I found it. I also happened to meet up with a couple of my art school friends, D and M (can't recall the third one) - I told them about my predicament. Then the scene kinda shifted and I was out finding my car somewhere else, in a busy parking lot. I think someone was being arrested right where my car was, but I somehow managed to back up all the way out to a clear aisle (damn, I was a pro). I also recall trying to find a safe place to check Google directions and write them down. 

So long story short... not knowing my way home. I'm stumped, though. What does this parallel in my real life? Hm. Maybe the answer will come to me later.

I wanted to note a few cool occurrences from yesterday: one, a Dream reading that turned out to be quite accurate yet again. My vision and impressions were a lot clearer this time, and this person is usually hard to read. The Dream reading actually made this person dizzy - she/he had to go out and ground! It was pretty awesome though, because I got to see a "life" in which the person had no physical form... was just an observing energy. 

Two, I was doing a dream interpretation for someone (which unfortunately kept me up later than I would've liked, but that's okay), and got a clairvoyant flash that related to the real life situation - I've never experienced anything like that. I thought that was pretty nifty.

And three, while I was trying to fall asleep last night, I had a peculiar but rather lucid vision. In fact, it felt physical at first because I was lying there and I felt like I had golden light shining on my eyelids. I didn't open my eyes but it reminded me of sunlight, like the odd-colored light you see after a storm or something. I began to see these bushes and trees, like I was in a garden, and people around me, too. Everything was so bright and clear - as if I were actually there. The people were sort of cowering... hiding from something, but I don't know what. It was still an intriguing little vision though, so I wanted to jot it down. 

So jeez. I don't know what's up with my clairvoyant sense lately, but perhaps it's finally getting powered up. Whether this is temporary or permanent, I don't know, but I'm curious to see if more intriguing experiences pop up soon. Then again, I have been practicing my readings a lot lately; maybe that practice has finally caught up to me. I'm pretty excited.

The last thing I wanted to mention: I spent a lot of time reading the University of Metaphysical Science's website, catalog, and so on. It's a freaking dream come true. I casually mentioned it to my dad when he popped his head in yesterday, but he jokingly asked me if they had communes (this stems from "the talk") and then left the room. The courses they offer are amazing, and cover almost everything I'd like to learn about (from eating naturally to intuitive skills to even managing a spiritual business), and if you prepay, or pay up-front, they only charge $1995 for tuition for ALL THREE degrees (Bachelor, Master, Doctorate). They're non-profit and seem like they really care about the students going on to help the world. They even advise against taking out loans for the program. Oh - and they have a retreat in Ecuador going on right now.

I think this would be an awesome thing to have behind me. That way, I'm not just some random girl on the internet doing psychic readings to support herself. Having these credentials behind me would not only help me look like a more capable intuitive artist/psychic, but would also come very much in handy if I were to, say, be based at a shop like P&D, or go on to teach lectures and workshops, which, I understand, are quickly gaining in popularity. 

Gah. It's almost too good to be true. I've got the time off to do it. I could be starting this month if I talked to my dad about it. But I'm not sure whether my casual introduction will capture his attention (I literally said: "I just found the most beautiful thing ever: the University for Metaphysical Sciences."), and somehow, I'd feel a little guilty if I went up to him and begged him to let me do this. 

Let's see what Andromeda has in store...