I recalled my dream from this morning. It felt real; I was doing a Dream-walk for IQ but I was doing it lying down, so I fell asleep... and I could "see" the chat in the reading room, so I watched them talk about how long it was taking, and how IQ wouldn't receive her reading. I felt pretty bad. Haha.
I've done a few nightly meditations now, and wanted to comment on a few things I've been seeing in them. For starters, when I travel to the "core," I see a huge sphere of whitish-rainbow energy. It reminds me of the GW2 weapon Bifrost. That translucent/transparent rainbow-ish effect. It rests on a single smooth, white platform, suspended amongst space... the universe. I interpret this as my core energy collective. Andromeda in its purest form.
What holds my interest, though, are the "guardians" of this energy. Well, maybe not guardians, but personifications. Avatars. I don't know. Every time I go there, I only see two. In fact, I've only been seeing the white one in full, although I still feel the dark one is there. It makes me wonder why Andromeda chooses to show itself to me as a dual nature, seeing how I resonate more with the idea of neutrality. Then again, perhaps the distinction is there so I can explore both of these sides. I feel these just might be my primary aspects... I consider Genesis as an aspect, but if anything, it feels like an extension of the dark personification.
Funny... a few months ago, I would've disliked trying to explore all these aspects. Would've thought it was pointless. But now, I find it fascinating. Exploring the aspects of others is fascinating, too. I think it provides a nice look into our rich and vast existence...
I need names for those two. I think I'll call the white one Artemas and the dark one Lyssa. Seems appropriate.
Along with all this medi stuff... I'm wanting to start doing channeled art each night. I wanted to try a specific method where I focus more on the lines being drawn.. each mark the pencil makes... rather than the image as a whole. I mean, I do it a little bit with my regular channeled stuff, but I usually have an idea of what it is I'm supposed to be drawing (doesn't mean I always understand though).
So I tried it with Pierre last night. Put on a fire medi and just got in the zone. I admit the process didn't entirely work out the way I wanted... I kinda just reverted back to the way I normally do it. But I'll still try it a few more times to see if it's something that may be of use to me. I will say, though... it did its job. I was in the freaking zone. Fifteen minutes felt like two, and my mind was focused entirely on what I was doing, so I can still count it as meditation.
After that, I did my usual self-exploration and found myself in an odd sort of place... it was like a red planet.. red soil... red/yellow atmosphere. Royal blue/indigo plants. Even I was red. I spent a bit of time here and then just went with the flow...
Today is supposed to mark an energetically powerful day, as far as astrology is concerned. I'm curious to see if anything out of the ordinary happens. But I guess I'll just spend the day as I have been... working on my novel, doing readings, watching HIMYM...
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