A Journey of Self-Exploration

"Within" - by kaiser-mony @ deviantART

Funny how things are conveniently and coincidentally placed in your path. It's so cool to think about all the things my High Perspective (as I now like to call it) is organizing behind-the-scenes... such as something I just so happened to stumble upon yesterday.

Observe the cause-and-effect:

1. SF crashes.
2. Because SF crashes and is down for the rest of the day, I once again start thinking about other forums as a means of extending my reach.
3. I find another forum, Spiritual Boards, which I signed up to a long while back at the request of someone at SF. 
4. At Spiritual Boards, I see a recent message from the admin: that SB will be closed because it just wasn't working out.
5. A few posts down, there's a thread that mentions the name Spirit Guide Sparrow, as well as a link to Sparrow's official website. I once spoke to Sparrow in the past; his information resonated with me at the time, so I clicked through because I was unaware he had an actual website.
6. After some nosing around, I stumble upon a topic he wrote about: Playing Roles, Acting out Potentials. I scroll down and see an image which states:

Many of you have vast resumes of past lives, and you have lived as many different characters and personalities. Do not be surprised when all of them seek to merge with one another as you develop spiritually. 

Sparrow goes on to encourage creating identities for yourself based on these personalities - using them to your advantage. Exploring and expressing them through forms of art and whatnot. But guess what? This goes along perfectly with what I've been focusing on in the past week or two. I've recently shifted into wanting to explore who I am as a perspective, and what ultimately encompasses "me." For so long, I've expressed little interest in this. I always wanted to explore outside myself... guides, other energies... I never really wanted to face myself. But I guess now I've reached the point where it's time I start learning.

To go along with this, I've developed an interest in identities and aspects... I nosed around in archetypes and even began exploring aspects to myself - one came through with the name Genesis right before I did a Dream reading for someone a week ago. And now, I'm beginning to wonder again if my boys really are other perspectives, or if they're self-aspects. It's possible they could be projections from other perspectives... for my benefit. Like energy imprints. Pierre is the only one I know was in another life with me. The other three boys... I have no idea. 

The point is, I'm being led to explore myself as a perspective. Perhaps I'll figure out "who" the boys are along the way. I can almost feel my High Perspective "watching"; I've decided to name it Andromeda... I feel that's most appropriate for it. 

I'm very excited to see what I discover. At least I see why now is the time I'm being led to take this journey. As expected, Andromeda has lined everything up so that I can reach this point at this specific time.

That's so freaking cool.